I keep staring out my window
Watching the rain fall in streaks against the pane
I can't let the tears fall again
I know I'm stronger than this
Thoughts running forever through my head
The same questions time and time again
Why do I keep watching?
Because I cant go on
In this place time stops
And it is where I shall remain
Forever reliving that moment

I try to shut it from memory
Fighting every remembrance of it
And yet it still remains
The memory of my pleading
The recollection of the running
Can someone tell me what's next?
It’s over as quickly as it began
Now living feels like death to me
It never could have happened
But I don’t wish it never happened

Ever since that day, nothing has been the same
Ill never forget what you did to me
How could you have taken my only joy?
My life has seemed to darken from that day on
All colors washed out by my tears
Day feels like night, and night is death
But no, I can't let you see me cry
There's no problem here, I'm fine
Life goes on it’s no big deal
Then it all comes back again...